Ups and Downs of Motherhood..

I was waiting for the day when you stop breaking things around the house..

paintings on the walls..

missing laptop keyboard buttons..

broken speakers and stereo..



I was also waiting for the day when you start cleaning up your own things..

toys you spread around the TV room..

books you leave on the bed..

food and drink you spill on the floor..



But I am not ready for the day when you actually grow up..

i still want to cuddle you in the morning when you wake up..

i still want to listen to your child talk..

i still want to.. aahh so many cute things..



But I know, when the time comes, I have to let go..



-24 October 2008-